New week before the new year

 This should be interesting. A new week, with a new moon and the new year. I think I am going to go more anonymous in 2025 so I can really just let it out. This week's reading helped with that. Thursday I go back to work after being off for 12 days and it will be hectic. I will need to keep up and be organized. Today is supposed to be complete relax day, but it won't happen. I need to meal prep and get some things done this week and in order to prepare, I need to make the to-dos. So maybe a nap, but definitely need to get back on track with what is important. So back to doing readings to calm my mind, back to meal prep to help eat better and just in general back on track as the end of the year I got into a funk and said fuck it. 

The new moon is for new manifestations and I am going to use the new year new moon to project a healthy and happy me. The new house is on my mind and every day, week and moment I am planning for it. All while PMSing. Yay. So today, I will sit with myself and sleep when I can. I will think about everything I want to manifest for the new year. My goals will continue as far as school and work. Just doing the best I can there. 

Seek more into my shadow self and the things I am afraid of. Like blooming into this new person. Not really applauding myself for what I have accomplished and to start doing so. I deserve this. I deserve the good love I have from my hubby. I am thankful for him. I deserve the good job I have. It was aligned. I can continue to mentor these young ladies and develop my sense of compassion for the community to help others. I deserve to be a home owner. To have my own space with my little family. To welcome my other family and friends to enjoy their presence and company. 

We worked hard for everything and our seeds are blooming. I should take pride in that and not feel guilty or ashamed. 

I need to let go of 2024 and hold onto everything it gave me with gratitude into 2025.  I know 2025 is going to be filled with pretty much new everything. I will be gentle with myself and others as we adjust. 

Here comes the high winds and rain to start the cleanse of 2024. Time to get my day started. 

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