Full Moon

 One more final exam to complete and my first semester is completed. I have been procrastinating a little. I need to get it done before the end of the day Monday, but wanted it done yesterday. Sunday already. Ryan has been very sick so that's been a worry. The house is a worry with no word about the paint and other bullshit it needs. If either side backs out now though, there are penalties. I think, so they just need to do what is needed at this point. 

Mercury retrograde is coming to an end so that should help. Not sure if I am feeling more grounded because of that or the birth control I started. Maybe both. I think we are going to skip Ryan's bowling because of his sick and go to CJ's Tv debut! Very exciting and I really would like to not go, but I want to support him so I will suck it up. 

Charlie was off yesterday after I exploded about no one being in the Christmas spirit. Yes, we have had no snow unlike the south towns, but even with the house shit we can get into the spirit a little bit? He said the money situation is hitting him and honestly I am glad. I am working and going to school. I do not have time for a 2nd job and really if he does not want to find a better one then ... he should. Everything is up in the air for our raises and union shit so who knows how well off I will be in the coming years. They are taking away some of the perks like an actual step up every year for some bullshit 3%. It does not even cover inflation. My only thought process while voting was this next year of 2025, after I graduate in 2026 I am not even sure they will have a position for me. 

The best perk though makes it almost worth it all. After this week, I will be off until Jan. 2nd. I cannot wait. No work, no school, just going through our shit to purge and pack. So, for now I am trying to focus on Christmas. I am going to make my goodies and try to get these guys in the spirit. One way or another. 

Under this full moon I release all the things holding me back from a spectacular 2025!

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