Done with schoolwork

 I believe I am done for the week, well minus one assignment that I just remembered and should probably be outlining. So let me do that .... 


Ah okay I answered those questions. I don't want to be an overachiever and give myself some time to make sure these items are what I want to submit. So everything is ready. They just need a final review and then I can. Hitting 100% for all assignments these last few weeks has been pretty awesome and even though my last instructor told me not to aim for perfection. I am not really. I just like learning and I am proud of myself to doing okay. All the worry about being older and doing everything online has slipped away. 

My instructor for the legal class - well his office should be receiving an affidavit and letter from our office so that was fun. Wonder if my name will go across his desk? Maybe, but probably not. His firm seems a bit more than ours. I did make a booboo of letting people know I make a bit more than some and well even though it is allowed at our firm... it might not bide well and now I am worried. Already clashing with the one  I thought was my closest friend there, but looks like she is turning into someone trying to one up me. Maybe I did it to put her in her place. We will see if she says anything. If so, that is the last time I talk to her. It is really a test. A test that I have not told another soul but her and if it gets out like a few other things then ... Done. 

Work was pretty busy and we had a union meeting that seems to be going okay as far as negotiations go? Maybe. Hard to tell one -the VP has been dramatic and the other - our office rep seems optimistic. I have a little more faith in her because the other one always seems to think the worst no matter the situation. But if all goes well. 6k more and a quarterly bonus for not working from home will be due. That works out to about $4 bucks an hour. I am okay with that. Hope it helps the house situation. 

We just want a house so fucking bad that we just went to look at a possible dump in the dark. Need a lot more info and a look in the daylight oh and inside, but by the train tracks? Are we that desperate? No. No we are not. Our house will show itself when it is fucking time. Lord I need patience and universe I need some intuition to know what is right.  

My anxiety has been high all day and I hope it is just the shift in the planets because it is very uncomfortable. I am going to play my game for a few and sleep. Sleep is much needed and I have not been doing very much of it.

I am also not telling everyone I am done with school work because an evening to myself will be nice tomorrow. 

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