Coffee and Friday

 I saw a house and even though it looks likely we can make a good deal on it. Something isn't sitting right. Probably the area that it is in or well close to. I was hoping it was in a bit more of a quiet area on the other side of town, but it looks to be close to to what we call the hood area. Not sure how it will be especially if we are the only actual house on the block and the rest are apartments. I think we will still go see it, but it also seems the boys aren't into it so I do not know. I just happened to look and see some new houses posted and some even went down. It really is block by block in the city though so we gotta be careful especially because everyone comes out in the summer time. 

Figures though. Also the neighboring property is extremely close and hubby mentioned snow coming down into our driveway from their roof. That is all I see now.

My voice seems to be back other than shit catching in it. I might be on the brink of feeling better. Another weather change isn't helping though from high 70s to low 50s. 

I need to finish this essay for school and then I am done for the week. I may be able to enjoy my Saturday so I really need to get it done. 

So I did not have to get my niece today and now I have some extra time. Finishing my coffee in quiet. I was going to get my some Starbucks because low and behold our shit ass city has one in a supermarket now. But I did not want to make that drive up there. 

Well after talking with the boys, we canceled the look. Maybe our feelings are down about the whole thing and we need a fresh start, but we really weren't feeling that neighborhood. So, we wait. Something is going to pop up and it is going to be perfect for us. I can feel that. 

I am going to do my best not to even look until I know what my new salary will be and when we are getting our bonus. Patience is going to work out and we will find the house of our dreams. With a yard, porch, back patio, full basement, 3 bedrooms, maybe 4, a beautiful kitchen and plenty of space for our kids and their friends. I want a nice place to host the baseball party next year. We will find our dream starter home and it will work out perfectly. 

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