Age of Aquarius is here

 Nov. 19th - the day that sets my next 20 years into motion and I am feeling lighter. 16 years of karmic bullshit I put myself through due to immaturity and just laziness is finally lifting. I can feel it. I am thankful for my life and I can't wait to live with this mindset for the next 20 years. I am doing all of the things I dreamed of. 

Dancing in the kitchen with my hubby yesterday and that was the moment I felt it all coming together. All of the heartbreak, gone. He is the one. I have amazing kids. I have a good job even if it is stressful at times, but it is leading me down a path I can truly stay on and enjoy my career. School is going great and even if/when it gets harder. I am doing it and I love it! Our beautiful house is in the near future. 

I am not sure about the news I will get from the union members today as they are still in negotiations, but I am good where I am now. My work is important and I enjoy it. I've decided not to complain about the other receptionist anymore. If I have to do all of her work then fine. It will show. On the logs and in the notes, eventually someone will notice. 

My sister and I are talking again. It has been nice, but I can feel her wanting to ask me for money and well just can't do it. Sorry. 

Hubby and I have buckled down and put some real money away. Money is flowing easily and it will continue to do so because we work hard. We are on the same page with the goal of the house and we can both feel it. The perfect home is out there for us. 

Until later. I will be doing some manifestations later. 

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