Maybe

 Kiddo off to school, some school work done, and annoyance because the cats wouldn't let me go back to sleep since 5am. Yep back to normal morning after being sick. Maybe I can get through a journal entry because I could use it! 

Back to work today after being off the last 3 days. Boss seemed sympathetic while I was sick. We will see how it goes when I return today. They already had someone in my conference room changing things around. Not to happy about that. Sometimes that girl tries to hard. Call back the people waiting to be called before you spruce up the office. Yeah. Anyways, they didn't even say anything about me being there a year and I would like to know when my 401k and pension shit kicks in. I will be asking HR about that today. It has been a couple weeks since my 1 year anniversary. Hoping the stress of the job isn't what made me sick. I thought I handled it okay while we were super short last week and getting sick came out of no where really. I will chalk it up to weather change and hate the fact that every time the weather changes, I get sick. At least it is finally cooler. That 80 degree shit in September was enough. Now to figure out what to wear when you know the office will still be cold as fuck and no warm outside until the afternoon. 

My school work got a day behind but all of my work from last week in the one class has been graded and yay, more 100%s. I wish I was preparing for the harder stuff because I know it won't be this easy after this session. It ends soon and I can prepare to learn some paralegal things. I am excited for that. 

That house is still on my mind, but we did drive by it yesterday and the roof definitely should be replaced. Also, if that does then the water heater will probably burst as soon as we moved in so it is okay with not right now. We are putting efforts in to save again and will be ready when the time is right. Lots of sirens. I hate that when the kids are walking to school. Especially mine. 

He made it to school. I still need to do one assignment which I have done on my work computer and then I need to do a quiz. For a class I reviewed while heavily medicated. I might do that lecture again to be sure my notes make sense. I knew I had to get it done so I would not get behind, but really just went through the motions. 

Anyhoo. Time to poop and get ready. 

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