Saturday break

 Before I take the kiddo to bowling and then watch my hubby play baseball, I figured I would take a moment for myself. After that is grocery shopping, meal prep and house cleaning. So yeah. I went to Zumba this past Thursday and bowled the day after. My body hurts. Good times. With that boost of needing to get back into fitness. We joined the Y again. I decided I will do more classes there or just go there. I am out of shape. 

I did decide to celebrate and treat myself for my good grades. I bought a pair of boots on clearance and an outfit for work. I did not enjoy trying them on, but I decided if my grades are over 90%, I will treat myself with some new clothes instead of food. Other than trying to get back into shape and clothes not fitting I realized that some clothes I have had for over 10 years. Like before I met Charlie. So, I am slowly going to swap. Still trying to avoid dying my hair with all of these greys coming in, but I will deal with that for a while. These boots are so cute. I will even wear them with full business attire. Trying to journal and schedule my week is annoying. I think I will bring my planner to baseball and do it there. I need to schedule out school work time because work is going to be a bit hectic next week and honestly I might even take off Monday. Maybe I should to prepare for the week ahead and to get some school work done. We will see. My boss did recommend it lol So I am thinking about that. I think I should. 

Other than that I have barely heard from my daughter and she hasn't told me what her problem is other than being kind of bitchy since her gramma helped her out with a car. That's on her. Trying not to worry about it too much and take it personally, but at some point. Maybe. I think I will skip the "fall" box for her though and maybe just send her some money instead. 

On that note time to brush teeth and get going. 

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