Long ass day

 Long ass day and here at the end determined not to allow my sister's drama. My drama. Not sure what exactly is going on as you never get the entire story from her, but just not getting into it. Trying. Tonight I didn't go bowling with my husband because ... boundaries. I think I am doing good with those all around. Still thrown off by my daughter's thing yesterday and well took the motherly boundary today. All up in her business. Fuck it. Work was fucking busy as hell and I am hoping that was because people who will be gone the rest of the week were trying to get shit done before. Wow another Bills touchdown. Hubby said if they lost and the Bengals did too, he would win 600 bucks. Welp maybe the Bengals will. But they are winning too.

So, anyways. I did not go to Zumba. I decided to do some school work and got a lot done and an outline that I have been trying to do for a bit now. It is due this week so I really need to stick with these topics and not 100% yet. I did go off a bit in a discussion and hope it comes out with a good grade even though it was a differing opinion. 

Half way through the session and my advisor claims I never made the 5-min intro call. I sent her an email she sent me of confirmation and I am not doing it again. I really hope whoever I get after this will be on point because that person will be with me until I graduate and I cannot deal with someone who only half pays attention. 

I am not even sure if I am taking my little niece to school tomorrow with my sister's bullshit. Either way though I will plan to so I should probably shower tonight. I wanted to try and stay up for my hubby to come home, but bed is calling my name. 

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