Soreness wins

 Maybe I was a bit aggressive when I said every day work out. Today, my arms are sore as fuck and honestly the rest of me is too. Dead tired and ready for bed and my husband decided to turn me into a pretzel. So, I was up but laid in bed and then took a bath. 

I need to make oats as I haven't yet this week and need to eat better today. No fucking donuts. It is going to be humid gross hot today and I will be thankful to be in the cold office. Just have to remember to move more though because I am not going outside until I have to. Definitely turning on the air before leaving for work. The kid will probably be up late because waking him at 7 is useless. Until he really needs to be up. 

It will be weird with everyone's heat on while it is cooking outside. Ha. I will probably wrap in my heated blanket unless the one lady needs it. 

I think I am where the kiddo is and just ready to start school already. We are ready even though he still has no shoes. I will get on him again today. Maybe we will go out and look. I did get a full payment of his child support for once. Technically though, it is short 8 bucks. Should be increasing soon. Realized it has been 4 years since my kid has seen that asshole. Ugh. Not trying to get into that thought for the day. 

Dreading mornings on the phone though is becoming a do not want at all. But turns out one of my issues was actually not a thing and we just need to change the fucking message on the line so it can reflect. So pissed off about that. No one knows what is going on in that place sometimes and it pisses me off. Caught my boss in mid convo yesterday somehow on the phone. She "wasn't blaming" someone but in reality ... she was. It is a hot mess in Buffalo and maybe lil attorney is right. Our office does have the best morale at the moment. I will do my best to keep that going. Apparently these keys only type silent if I put the plastic cover on and well, I threw it away. 

Time for coffee. Enough thoughts this morning. 

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