Sitting in an old bra

 I as usual can't find my regular bra so I am sitting in my old one after I decided I did not want to wear a dress today. It will be hot outside therefore, cold as fuck in the office. So, I know the outfit I want to wear, but it is mostly black so I will be sitting in undies until it is time to go. Baxter our lovely white kitty loves when you wear black. He then has an urge to be held and petting more so than usual. 

I woke up and got out of bed at 6:30 today. Showered to give my body some love and washing my stinky as fuck shoes. 

I am pretty tired, but tonight is my night to myself and so it has become my self care day. Later I will change my tarot alter around and off my desk. I need a space to work. I tried to do it in the kitchen, but was distracted by hubby watching shows without me and the child yelling at his gaming team. I did manage to get most of the to-do practice done though. I have an assessment to practice and then a survey for readiness. Am I ready? Yes. More so excited. I have always wanted to go to college and have always quit before even trying. I am so damn proud of myself. It has come to my realization that dealing with people on a daily basis has never been my thing and I'd like to go back to not ... in due time. Until then I will be better at doing so. 

I did mouth off to someone yesterday, but she was bad mouthing one of our paralegals with curse words and just being a straight up bitch. I couldn't even get a word in to ask her wtf her name was so yeah. Oh well. Almost a year at this place and yes I like it still on quiet days, but those are less and less. 

So yeah getting up earlier to prepare for the asshole of the day at work is super fun. Said no one. 

Jasmine should get her birthday box today and she just has been a little weird this week. I won't take it to heart. Hopefully she opens up soon. 

Today I will finish the pre-school to-do then I am going to try to get some reading done. I finally opened my Bridgerton books and realized that I will definitely have little time to read once school starts so I must take them to work and home to get them read. I already watched the first 4 books I got and wanted to know what happens next lol silly me. Oh well, I will be hot and bothered at work. 

I did get some time yesterday to watch my birdies and the lil chipmunk go back and forth for peanuts. I realized where he was coming from now and plopped a bunch of peanuts for him to gather. 5 Blue Jays are a little much because one attacked my Cardinal - Big Red. I was not happy, but it was a nice night. It is getting darker earlier now though so that sucks. 

I hope I can handle the school work load, I am nervous. They said the pre-school thing was not much but a showing of what it will be like and it was a lot to pay attention to. I got to jump in on discussions 3 times a week at minimum and well I don't know, but I hope it goes smoothly. 

I do see myself graduating and getting many work from home offers. Also, had a lovely vision of us moving from this place into our house. We were moving the kitties strategically so they didn't lose their minds. Can't wait! I feel the new house in my soul. Just a small home with enough room for us, the kitties and a puppy. A huge yard, front porch and back deck. It is either blue or mint green with a blacktop drive way! YAY ! 

Shit the dryer is loud as fuck with my shoes in it. Oh and lunch bag. The cats are buggin. O well it needed to be done those things were bad. 

I took the kiddo out for some school stuff yesterday so we got some of that off the list. He got some Crocks, finally joined the trend. A few shirts and a hoodie. He is about set on school clothes until he need pants. Then the sneakers he wants are $160. FML. Thank goodness for child support. 

We had a fun time bowling last night. He was relaxed and not taking it too seriously. I ordered my new ball earned from the league. I get it on league day Monday. So, I guess Charlie is looking for a couples league or one we can do together. We will see. He is only doing it because he wants to bowl on Mondays. I decided it is whatever. We just need to make sure we are putting money away. 

He says he is finally done with softball, but I will believe it when I see it. He says that every year and then when they ask, he is on board. It will be nice though if he is done with that league. And by this time next year we will be in our house so we can have the end of the year baseball party. I can't wait! I can't wait to have a nice place to host again. 

Oh Saturday we are going to my nephew's game. I am excited, but the nerves are up due to having to see my sister. Oh well it is time to squash it and see my nieces and nephew again. Lil man is playing football! I might even go down today and check out his practice. Movie night Friday and game day Saturday. It'll be fun. Then hopefully I can talk the kiddo into getting supplies or I am just going to have to pick them out myself. 

The dress I put on was too big for me at the beginning of the summer now ... it fits again. Oh well I am doing my best. 

I do need to call today and make some Dr. appointments for the kiddo. Not sure I will get him in before school starts, but close enough. 

I think I will try to relax before getting ready for work. My mind is clearly racing as it was the reason I got out of bed. I think I will try to be at work by 830 today so I can leave early.