Mosquito to the forehead

 I didn't feel like getting bit up this morning. I was attacked yesterday by many but was worth it to watch all of the birdies I saw. Every single kind in this area minus the elusive Eastern Bluebird. I noticed we have 3 Orioles so that was something and then Bluejay made his appearance. I will try to sit later if it does not rain and wear bug spray. 

Seems to be a heated morning already and supposed to storm later. I am wearing a dress because I stayed in bed too long and did not feel like making an outfit. Plus I am ready to go with time. So here I am. finished 2 lessons yesterday and have two more. One in which is an essay. Hoping to grind that out today and not have to take Ryan to bowling. Charlie will be at the dentist, he thinks he will get out of there by 5. Ha. I hope so. I need to do the same though. Make some appointments. Find someone to talk to about this perimenopause. Monday, I will make some appointments. Sleep was nice and peaceful the last couple nights. I can feel the calm of fall headed our way. 

One more day of work then off to watch the Bills practice. This time no kids. It will be weird because I thought that is why we go, but also forgot all I have is a man child. It will be fun. Then we got rent rearranged so that we can go nuts on grad stuff and not be completely broke. Thankful for that. After this party we can get back to business and maybe talk to someone about where we are in this house buying process. 

I can feel it. Our house is near and everything we want it to be. It will not break us and we can truly settle down with each other and enjoy it. Birdwatching, gardening, maybe some renovations, but upgrades. It will be our house and a happy house. I cannot wait. 

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