Tuesday

 Yesterday was a little hectic mostly because I expected it to not be. Doing phone calls now isn't the worst, but mistakes were made. Walk-ins are just ... annoying. No sense of security, people just walk in and expect you can help when we aren't a social services offices, we are a law office. So, a meeting at my request well hopefully that is what it is, if not I will be bringing it up. At this point, I feel like I want into these work from home places more than ever. Might start seeking it out. For my own peace of mind. Not sure I will get paid too well, but we will see. 

School. Well that is another thing, but we will see as I am scheduled to go there today after work. I got pretty upset yesterday for having to go redo my paper work and then she was like oh btw we have to mark some more stuff wrong and I just went off. Then she says oh this program is a 6 month to a yr program and I went off. I was told 8 weeks. I have put in the work. They are slow at correcting shit and I am beyond my patience for this, so yeah. She did decide to open more work though so I can and need to get started on it. I will try today, but yesterday every time I opened the website to work - someone called - so I need to figure out how to come home and do this shit. 

I am skipping my hubby's game tonight to handle it and then when I come home cleaning needs to be done along with some groceries before that so .... I can't wait until I don't have something to do every fucking day of the week. I just want to sit in my backyard and watch the birdies. 

I was up early, but then wanted more sleep. It will be a warm beautiful day though, so I need to try to enjoy some of it. I am going to wear a pretty dress to work in the freezing cold. It was so cold yesterday that other than the layers of sweaters and blankets, some of us had to put on their little heaters. Ridiculous. 

I have also decided that me and the law grad are not going to be friends. She is just ... not clicking. And that is okay. No need to try to be friends with a 25 yr old. I definitely should of learned my lesson there. I will be nice, but she is not to be trusted and yesterday I threw her under the bus so hard that hopefully she got the drift. Again, more walk in bullshit and the supervisors acting like they aren't responsible for how things run in the office. Hopefully I have my certificate before they shut down or merge the offices though. 

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