Yes, again

 Last one was for some affirmations. This one will be for some thoughts and manifestation as my mind is running and I am trying to focus on where this path is going. We had a lovely day with the kiddo once we got him out of the house. It is still beautiful outside, but I am beat. Soon hubby will be putting on the t and I think I will spend some time once it gets dark to put some candles on and relax before my period comes. Apparently having your period during this time is powerful to push everything when working with the universe. So yay. 

Like I said before, my seeds are planted and for the most part I am watering. Yes, I have forgot myself for a few days, but there really hasn't been time with work, home, the Syracuse weekend and now my kiddo's birthday. 

Now though I can sit and think of my next steps. School work is trucking along the best it can and tomorrow I meet with the instructor for the in office checks. That will keep that train moving to hopefully finishing this fucking course by the end of the month. I am going to look into the financial aid shit for the college so I can be prepared to sign up for Fall classes. I think that will be best. Some time in between will be good as I will need to prepare for college. My mind. 

The summer will be for getting my fitness shit in order and well trying to eat better, but honestly if I am doing shit every day that is a win for me. We are getting a treadmill from Charlie's brother so that will help for days I do not want to go anywhere then I can do that or shitty days and the plan is to get up at 6 am and walk until 7. I really won't have any excuses. If I can keep up with that and going to the Y then that will be good enough. 

With that and warmer weather eating better will just come naturally. That and getting back into making lunches and prepping oats. 

This is my first summer not working from home in 4 years. So there is that. I will do my best, but these are my goals for the month and months to come. I did do a bad thing and transfer some money out of savings so we could eat out today, but I will be taking it out of the child support and putting it back so not too bad. We just did not stop for cash and sometimes shit does not go through on that card, so I didn't want to risk it. 

Welp he is in here now to watch tv so I guess I am done typing for the day. My baby boy is 13 and I miss my daughter. That is all. 

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