Up a little early

 My dreams are always so vivid from the moment I get up at 5am to pee to whenever I get out of bed at 7 to wake the kiddo. Lately, I stay in bed until 8. Doesn't do me much good, so I am up having my coffee with some things on my mind. 

I took a half "sick" day yesterday and went to the school to do all of my in office checks before this lady goes out for surgery - she will be out until Sept. Not sure the other lady will be as easy on me, so wish me luck. I would like this shit done soon. 2 more lessons released so I will start those today. I will be styain in my office either way today. With my emotions lately, I just need to stay away from people. My kid has me at high stress and well - it was a reminder not to forget about myself. So, yesterday I took a a 3 mile walk and it was nice until the creepy child was watching me. 

This weekend is supposed to be our getaway, but it looks like some rain. Honestly other than the band, not looking forward to it. Hubby got it for me, but I will need to do all of the planning. I was going to try and find a a place to stay overnight, but it is crazy expensive so that is a no go. Another paycheck to bills and responsibilities. I am definitely buying merch though. I am sure it will be a nice little day trip though. Hopefully the rain pushes out. 

This dream lol we - meaning Charlie bought a cheap house on the lake - yes with hot tubs, but it seems it needed so much damn work and it may flood because it was so very close to the water. Also, there were seals floating by so cute. Well now that I looked it up - the dream makes much sense: To dream of a seal represents your good humor and ability to entertain others. It can indicate that you are proficient at integrating various notions and inspirations in certain circumstances. Seals indicate victory, triumph, and personal awareness.


So, cool. The house had a lot of unlocked doors that random people kept getting in. Yes, that one is obvious. At least work will go by fast because I will have school work to do. Possibly some regular work too. At least next week I start answering phones. that may help with the boredom. I just hate being in the office all day and bored out of my skull. Plus the security is still shit and I can't stop hoping that the old angry man that came in found a safe place to stay. 

Tonight a baseball game and steak hoagies. Should be a good night. Tomorrow not much going on, but that will be okay. Kiddo is going with his grandpa so we can go on our trip so hopefully the pms can subside a little to enjoy my husband's company. 

Almost time to get ready. I miss work from home days so much. Just wearing my pajamas and being able to go outside. Ya know? 

Guess I will poop and pay bills. Yay. 

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