Great weekend

 We ha d a perfect family weekend. Exhausting though. We only got home long enough to have some dinner and then sleep. The push to go to work today is heavy. Real fucking heavy. I took off tomorrow, but I have not had a day to myself in so long. All good though. I will go and probably just walk later as it will be a decent day outside. Not pushing myself too hard as my period is coming. 

So, trying to put into motion some positive, realistic goals and aspirations for manifesting for this new moon and I am just not feeling it. I think it is okay to become content with my life at the moment. I am still pushing the school work and enjoying work - mostly. Our savings could be more, but we are on track for our goal by the end of June and really just some time to be at home is wanted at the moment. Chores, getting the yard summer ready and getting Ryan's room painted. Just some little things. Everything is slow progress, but it is happening. 

I see, I feel, I know my new house is close. 

The thing I was thankful most over the past weekend other than my bonus kiddo saying he loved me twice without being forced to do so ... that was amazing and yes I cried. Anyways, I was thankful we all made it home safe in this fucking crazy world. 

But yeah - getting ready for a good week. I am going to get the rest of my school shit done and ready for the in office check on Wednesday. Then hopefully start two of the last 3 lessons. 

I just want to get through this and start the college classes and get through those without too much struggle. Amen. 

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