Full moon rising

 It has been a powerful one as far as my kiddo and trying to make the right decisions on his punishment. I think it is time to not let him get his way and keep him at home this holiday weekend. I am just not sure he gets how serious what he did is. Or if he even cares other than missing his gf. We will see. I would like some time with my husband. 

Sitting here at work after a brutal downtown training yesterday. Not in the mood to be here. The guys have off and are going golfing. At least it is quiet though. It won't be s bad. Long weekend ahead and it should be nice a majority of the time. Monday looks to be storms and rain, but will be a great excuse to do nothing all day so I can't wait. A weekend of yard work and birdwatching sounds up my alley after a busy ass week. Tonight included. Another trip downtown for a baseball game. 

I am waiting for people to leave for the day and then I will probably game until it is time to fuggin gooo. 

Not much to say, I am just hoping for a fun summer and that we actually save some money because we have not been doing too well. We will though. A mellow summer is what we need and we do have a few shows planned so we will not get too bored. Another tree fell in the yard, but this one fell in a good enough place to just become one with nature. Fuck it. I am going to buy a bunch of wild flower seeds and get my birdie attractions all set up. Mosquitos - I will need to think of something. I got bit up at the game last night and I am not having a good time with that, but I want our yard to be livable but also want to see all of the wildlife. We will need to chainsaw some of the dead trees, but it is what it is. Our workout area is coming along and we will be all set to just enjoy our humble abode all summer. Whether hubby wants to or not. 

Also, I want to get a butterfly bush. That is all. 

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