Ending the week with accomplishment

Finally did something this week. I did 20 mins on the treadmill, sweated balls and then did one set off dumbbells. At 6am. Just being awake and not in bed at that time is an accomplishment so I will enjoy my iced, protein coffee on the couch until I have to get ready. 

Yesterday, I went to my in-office checks and got most of them done, only opening one more lesson instead of two which is annoying, but ran out of time. I ended up doing a PowerPoint presentation. It went very well. Our kiddo's college signing went well too. I was so happy to be included. I always think about all of the school stuff I missed with Jasmine, every fucking grade. Graduation. I get mad at myself, but I did try for a while. No pictures, no inclusion when asked just left me out of everything like that was what I wanted. Oh well. I need to let that go. We have something good now. 

I also sucked it up and asked my only friend to hang out. I did say I would visit her often and I have not, so we are going to hang there tonight after Ryan goes with his grandpa for his birthday celebration there. Then I think he is having a friend over. 

I have a ton of calls to make as the T-Mobile is trying to charge me 79 fucking dollars for a damaged internet box when we sent that thing back in very nice condition. I am livid. So, yeah need to deal with that. I need to make a tux appointment because my husband is incapable. And it has been quiet at work all week so today will most likely be busy. That is okay though. That will make the day go fast. 

My new lessons are literally job hunting, building a resume and other stupid fucking shit. At least it will be easy and I should get through a lot of that. I have a week before the instructor is back though so we shall see if any of my other stuff even goes all the way through. I wanted to be done by the end of this month, but the timeline is now pushed due to her vacation. It is cool, but wish she had someone filling in. That is never the case anymore. 

My husband's job told them another quarter that they will not get a bonus, so that fucking sucks. It is literally the only thing that makes his pay somewhat worth it, but yeah. Even though he said he would see what else is out there if they said that - he is not. Oh well, we can keep on truckin. I did end up telling him that I am keeping $200 of my paychecks in my other account and not closing it. He didn't seem happy, but Oh fucking well. I need a cushion and he is not helping much with saving and getting shit done, so there's that. Once I get into school, I will need it. 

Welp time to poop and take the kiddo to school. 

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