Better today

 Still feel the pull of the meh, but fighting through it. I got up, got on the treadmill and did a 25 min program, then did one set of my weights, and some stretching. I think one set will have to work for now. I might through some in at work, but we will see. Having a smoothie, then I will shower and get ready for the day. More sleep would of been nice, but feeling good that I did something. 

Weird dreams with a visit from someone who I do not think has visited before. Or just memories. Not sure. 

Kiddo is quiet. School is almost done is all I will say with any attempt to not go at this point. I kind of want to bring this pc to work to play my game and/or do some school work. I think job searching will be frowned upon on the work pc. And yep that is my next lesson. For fuck sake. I should be thankful itis easy and I will soon be done. Then the hard stuff comes. Yeah, I think I will. 

Hubby has his first softball game tonight, so turkey in the crockpot and debating on going. I most likely will because it will be nice and it will get me outdoors. Should make the kid come too. 

Last night bowling was fun. I did get onto the kiddo about lying to me on Mother's day pretty hard. His fucking mouth is a hard trigger of disrespect and I am done with that. 

Time to shower. 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Journal prompts

 I have been looking at them on Pinterest to try and boost my writing as I don't have much to say lately. I thought it was late, but when I woke it was only 8am. Good enough I guess. A nap will be needed as I have bowling tonight. My neck did not like the way I slept. So that is fun.  Today is purge the kitchen day and well there is a lot that can go. Then I will slowly be making it into a brand new kitchen once we move. With matching cups and shit. One of the prompts. Goal for the next 30 days: to have patience in this underwriting process and pray it all goes smoothly here on out. Each week we are preparing to move. Purging this week. Organizing what needs boxes next week, calling movers. Then packing. Lots of cleaning and cleansing. Giving thanks to this place for the last 10 years.  I think while I am off of school until the 15th, that I am going to bring back my altar. I have not done any readings in a while and to prepare for the new year I should. So, finishing up ...
Read more

Some things to leave in 2024

 Other than this blog for the past year. I am releasing some major things this New Black Moon and I am going to do it as proper as I can. I need everything 2025 has to offer and I am going to put my best efforts to accomplish my goals.  I have the list ready to be burned and when the moon peaks at 5ish this evening, I will be ready to burn it with my full intentions for this upcoming year. I let myself fall off the health and fitness path, but I am going to get back on it. Little by little. Mental health first. Leaving behind self doubt and thinking that I am fat. Because I am not. A little out of shape, but not gross. I need to stop thinking that I am not worthy of the things in my life. No matter how they came to me, I deserve a good life and I have worked hard for it. I will continue to do so. I am going to release the anxiety and fear that things have been good so something bad is coming. I will accept the ups and downs as they come.  I release the judgement of others...
Read more

Pending

 Finally the house is showing as pending online and that made me feel better even though my anxiety is high for this incoming week already.  School is busy with a lot of shit to do and then more comes in on Friday to Monday to end the semester. All I can say about that is then I am on break until January 16th. I am off this Thursday for hubby's bday and need to try and focus on how to make it a decent day even though we can't spend any money. Should be easy enough.  Wondering what is going to come from the house business is stressing me the fuck out. Wish we would get answers a little faster. Just need to pray at this point and try to ground myself. Sleep would be good as I did not get it last night with the fucking wind.  So yeah now that my lectures are finally done for the day. I will be laying in bed awaiting sleep. But hubby decided to go out so probably won't sleep until he gets home so there's that. Kind of pissing me off this week already and he doesn't seem...
Read more