Shedding Skin, Literally

Was really tired, but then the mind started running with ideas and now my stomach does not hurt anymore. I took a nice lemon, herby salt bath and literally the skin was just coming off of me. Metaphor coming to life. Today has been a whole day of that. Sign, Sign everywhere a sign was also a title I contemplated. This may take me a while at this point though because 1, I haven't typed in a bit and 2 retrograde is increasing my fucking typos. 

Where to start? Well I won't go back through the last week because well, it was an okay week and took forever with the snow and cold. Today, we had sunshine. Woke up at 5 with my hubby - who keeps thinking it is cut to touch me while sleeping, thus waking me up. Getting in the habit a little of staying up only because of this new game I have been fully involved with. It has been keeping me grounded during all of the energetic chaos with the universe. Earth quakes in weird places and other shit that I really have been trying to shut out until this eclipse is over. Looking at cloud coverage for that so my thoughts about hiding my be justified. 

I keep having this thought of starting a dance exercise business for well - Rock Stars like me. People who want to move to music, but love rock & roll. So, this kept spinning and now I might keep rolling with it. If not for a business idea - definitely for my health. I did not go to the gym all week. But I did play pickleball and dance my heart out. Rest has been my main goal. Sleep has not been happening to well though. I wanted to go  with hubby tomorrow to the gym, but he wants to spend 3 hours there and well. I do not. That is okay. We have Ryan's bowling banquet tomorrow. We are all getting dressed up and I am anxious about that. Should be a nice day though. Even though I am not good at pickleball. I am liking just hitting the ball back n forth with honey. Maybe more of that tomorrow after his 3 hours of it. I am not ready to play with other people. 

My kiddo has been off of school all week so that doesn't help with the whole wanting to sleep at a decent hour thing. Especially with his foul mouth and inability to use an inside voice. 

During this eclipse season. I have definitely been feeling the shifts. All good and feeling aligned. Making a new friend. Letting one become a jeep person and now we will not be getting matching tattoos. Focusing on what my goals are and keeping myself in check to the best of my ability, but this is who I am now and I am loving her. 

Yes, I am loving myself more than I ever have and yes the self doubt is there still, but I am becoming less afraid and more in flow. Yes, I need to keep working hard, but I am working for things that matter to me and my well being. I am shedding that old me and anything attached to it. This feels amazing. Ascending. I am here. I am ready and I am letting go. 

I am constantly attracting everything I desire. 

I am grounded and level headed. 

I am soft spoken and listening to my intuition. 

My anxious thoughts are behind me now and I am in the flow of what is to come as it comes. 

This is the life I have always dreamed of. 

I am awakening my conscience and deepening my spiritual practice. 

I trust that I am creating at an accelerated pace. 

I am bringing to light everything I have ever dreamed of and knowing what those dreams are. 

I am blessed and not stressed. 

My happy thoughts do not include the dropping of the other shoe. 

My days are complete with love, laughter, kindness and strength. 

My body is healthy and my mind is at ease. 

Blessed be.