Retrograde got me.

 Impulse buy to prove a point. Yep. Getting rid of it? Nope. It costs more. Yep. So, this new internet is all the rave in town and well I gave in and got it. Bought an upgraded package to prove that the issue is not the internet, but this stupid app my husband insists on paying 100 something bucks for every year. Well I won. Then the guy on installing was like yeah, you just need a newer firestick. So, there's that. What's done is done. 

Also, I got something for myself and got a couple things for my office. I am tired of sitting in silence or only to hear the flying ants so I got a fountain and some pictures. I think I will turn the other office into my mailing space, but I will wait for a good time to ask to do that. 

I am going to work early today so I can leave at 4. I am going to do Pilates. Am I feeling like it? No. AM I bleeding a LOT? Yes. But I must push myself. Honestly though I am just pretty content with life now and pushing myself stresses me out, so ? On another note, I am wearing a shirt that was tight on my last year and it is pretty loose. So, yep push through. In order to be a fit Mama, I have to be an active one. So yep after work - to the Y. Another nice day is in store. Yesterday we grilled, walked and then went for ice cream. 

Time to wake up the kiddo and get him to walk to school. I am leaving early, but need to go get me some more pads and then to work. He can walk. His mouth lately is just. Rough. 

I am tired. I went to bed early enough, but only slept okay. Cat kept headbutting me at various hours. Dreams were weird. It was also a little warm so woke up sweating a lot. Oh and woke myself up snoring a couple of times. 

I contemplated calling in. Just to lay in bed and sleep, bleed and hide from the world. Honestly, I still might. Just kidding, I have to work. It sucks going to the office every day, but there is little work so it is not bad at all. When it is busy, then the days go by faster. It will pick up soon. I can feel it. 

Looks like I might have time to get ready and take the kiddo to school, so maybe I will do that. Yeah, yeah - he is spoiled.  

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