It's gonna be MAY

 A few more days. Same goals, but I need to push a little harder. Yes, this last week I made it through 4 days or maybe even 5 of working out. Body only a little sore, but the way I ate was horrendous. Especially yesterday and now I feel like shit. And of course. Need to shit. The plan is to do an anti bloat smoothie to help my belly today. Then I made oats for the week and tacos for lunches. If I get there. My schedule is a bit off. 

It is the first beautiful day in a bit so straight after work, I will be going to the track and then playing pickleball with hubby. I did not make the 6am class and honestly, I probably won't. Now if I could get up and do something at home, but in reality I love my slow, quiet mornings with coffee. Once I get the Zen Den gazebo set up, nice mornings I will be out there doing this. 

It is already May and this month will be busy. A trip to Syracuse, my last baby and only baby boy's 13th birthday. We start a Monday night bowling league. Me and him. I am excited. Then baseball and softball start. So, making time for myself will need to be a priority. Slow mornings will be nice. Then forcing myself to do something fitness/wellness right after work should also be useful. Yoga in the Zen Den, a nice walk in the park & track, pickleball. If the weather isn't the best then the Y for a class. Monday's and Tuesdays they do not have much going on. It looks like I will be paying for classes outside of the Y mostly because I like them and they are very small. 

School should go smoothly during work and then if needed I can do some on weekends. I am really trying to leave my weekends open for adventure. Waterfall hikes or some kayaking. I think later I might test out the burning coffee grounds as a mosquito deterrent. 

So, this month's main goal is to just eat better. Weekends are hard, but the amount of shit I ate yesterday literally made me come home and just crash. I slept for like 4 hours and it was not needed that much. 

My kiddo turns 13 next Tuesday and his dad finally asked him what he wanted last night. He wants a dresser, but I had him ask for this gaming thing he wanted for his Playstation. We can seek out a dresser. 

Just trying to prepare for another month flying by. Wish time would just slow down a little. Time to get the kiddo out of the door to school and get ready myself. 

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