Inferno

 The name of the new song on this new band that I am just absolutely loving. This song is with one of my favorite bands, not sure I like it, but the message is there. 

My body is sore, but I think I am coming into the good sore that it is and feeling pretty good about myself. Muscle is showing in my arms and if I can go without eating 6 or 7 bitesize cupcakes, more results might show. I need to make some ice cream. The weather looks like actual Spring weather next week. 

Work was good and today, I think I will enjoy the quiet to get school work done. I feel like I can knock out a lot if I do not get distracted this morning. Friday afternoons are my busiest at work because that seems to be the day everyone sends me stuff to do. 

5 days until May. I am going to try to keep this habit of having something to do every day. Also, the kiddo. His summer will not be sitting on his ass in his bedroom playing video games. His attitude has been so shitty and I am done with that. So, bowling and I found some tennis. 

We are having a family night Saturday with a Mexican restaurant and then some amateur wrestling.  Should be a fun night. 

20 something degrees and then up to 60. These are the days that I have no idea what to wear. Honestly though, my body wants something nice and comfy. Gotta stretch out the soreness for some Zumba! Hopefully she will be bringing back her Sundays or I may need to learn to become an instructor. I want to do that kick my ass class again on Saturday morning, but I just cannot bring myself to get up that early. If it is nice, I want to play pickleball, but it does look like warmer weather with ... rain. 

Yeah, I think I have done enough socializing this week at work. I am going to hideaway in my office today. Stayed up too late last night watching the NFL draft. 

I do have a bit of a todo list and just remembered that I need my marriage license for one of the things to do. Closing my M&T account. Still has my maiden name on it and they won't close it without. Guess I will get ready now. 

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