The Sunday debate

 What to do? Go to Zumba? Go to bowling? Clean the house? Lay in bed? 

Well I need to be a little motivated. Semi busy week ahead. Bowling is probably a no as that place is small and too crowded. Thinking the same for Zumba, but I do need to run to Walmart so might need to just do it. Planning my week ahead: In office checks for class, class on Monday, Hair appt. on Tuesday, concert on Wednesday, then not sure for the rest of the week. I am hoping that is actually nice. Today's nice day looks to be clouds and not enough warmth for outside work as planned so. My room does need to be cleaned and clothes need to be put away. 

That is my week other than the usual shit like work. Maybe this will be the week I wake up for that 6am core & more class. 

So, today. I do not even know. Other than I hope I can poop and wondering when my period will actually start. 

Oh good hubby did one of the to-do tasks - something was sticky on the fridge door making a horrible noise when it opened. 

Meal prep today too - I am goin to do some oats, and Greek chicken salads. I need half the shit to prep. Okay hubby just said he will stop by the store. One less thing. I think I will work out at home today. Trying to work out with an emotionally charged person was not a good time Friday. Not sure what is going on with her, but she was clearly wanting to cry the entire class. I feel bad, but we are also not friends so. It is what it is. I will be missing Wednesday class too though so I will need to make sure I am doing shit at home. Maybe I should go to bowling. Yes that is what I will do. 

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