Body is SORE

 3 days in a row I have made myself go to the gym. Yesterday, I was sore as fuck and walked the treadmill for 45 mins then did another machine stair thing for 5 mins. Today, I think I need to rest. We will see how I feel at the end of the day. Hubby has a bunch of shit he has to do this evening and it would be a nice evening at home also. Thinking I will just come home today and see what I am in the mood for. Probably some dumbbells to give my legs a rest. 

I also have this ingrown hair - now two. In my nether regions and I am in a bunch of pain from those. Not sure how to relieve other than not walking or sitting. Also, it is a good time for meditation, yoga, setting intentions as it is now Eclipse season. I feel this power and I want to use it to the best of my ability. 

Services for Gramma Peaches are next Wednesday so I will get my anniversary date day in with hubby. 10 years and this man says I want to go to the Casino. Ugh. Well whatever we decide hopefully it is after some raunchy hotel sex. Literally had to put it right out there like yeah sir that is why we got a room. For fuck sake. Sometimes he is just so clueless. Hopefully he gets into anniversary mode or my mood is just going to sour. 

Waiting for the kiddo to ask me to take him to school. It is fucking cold out there today. I think it said feels like 14. Yep 14 degrees on the 3rd day of Spring. 

I failed at not being involved and now it seems he is having some issues with this fucking girl who has been a problem since the beginning of the year. Harassing him outside of school now too. Funny how once I call the principal - everyone well almost every answers me back. We will see how today goes, but I may need to show up at the school. The "leader" of his 504 bullshit was out of bereavement leave and managed to answer me. So, yeah. Felt bad, but for fuck why did it have to go that far before someone contacted me back? I need both sides of the stories before I deal with this kid man. 

He is literally sitting in his room on his fucking tiktok and hasn't ask me for a ride. Maybe he should walk. I really hope they ban that shit, but don't really see that happening. 

Today, I will continue to work on school work as I have put a good dent into it as of yesterday. 

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