Two Day work week

 Feeling a little energetic this morning and gave myself some extra time to make crockpot dinner and do my hair. Watching the cotton candy skies while the sunrises, but I cannot find my fucking crockpot lid. For 30 mins now. My extra time was being wasted so decided to give up for a few and journal. My hair was wet when I went to sleep so That is going to take some time. 

Last night I saw a big black cat on the camera. By the time I noticed it, the kitty was gone. I hadn't seen Lightning since I went to bed or maybe before so I panicked and I got up. He is here. Safe & sound. He is sitting close to me now. So, I think tonight I will leave food for the kitty. There aren't any missing of that description, but I will feed it. 

Now I am up, not awake and pissed off. Probably more with the fact that I just don't wanna go to the office today, but the sun will be out all day - wait that is why. No windows and the sun will be out all day. I think I will work in the conference room. Let's see if anyone notices. Ha. Okay in a better mood now. 

So, I guess on that note, I will dress up a little. Just two days of work anyways so it won't be that bad. It is currently 10 degrees though so it might be really cold in the conf room, but oh well. This afternoon it sounds like a plan. Then at 3, I am going to take Ryan to a free CPR class at the fire station. 

Yesterday was buzzing with birdies. I finally got the cardinals and a woodpecker! The only one we have not got yet was the blue jays. There was even a giant hawk in one of the trees. like HUGE. I thought it was a good in a tree for a minute. Got me thinking he was watching my birds as prey :( I hope not. Anyways, after visiting the feeder all day, they came around to the front living room tree bush thing and were right outside of the window! So close. So, yesterday was an exciting day. 

My shoulder hurt a bit so I really just kept stretching. It seems to have worked. Less sore today. I have Zumba tomorrow so I will take it easy today and probably just do a few reps on the dumbbells. The dumbbells at work are really light so they should be okay to use and not hurt myself. I am definitely going to walk to the post office too. The sun will be in full force today, so I must soak it all in. 

We tried to talk the kiddo into something else because the place Charlie mentioned is now beyond ridiculous for a day pass. $86 !!! But he got super pissed so now that it has been said and planned. We will go. 

Alright a nice and healthy poop is out of the way. I have my fiber gummies again and that was magical. Tried to find the lid for the crockpot again and did not succeed. I put foil on it. I do not want a new crockpot. I love mine. I need to find that lid. 

It is almost time to start getting ready. This hair will take at least 30 mins. Pretty sure I am just going to wear my one skirt and Steve Jobs sweater. 

The full moon is coming and I can feel the energy already. I need to do some more cleaning out of things and getting ready for that. I think I have been doing mostly good so far this year and getting better at this one day at a time shit, but still need to put some things out there into motion. 

I have finished 7 of my lessons out of 10. Not really sure how it works once complete. I need to schedule an office visit, but there is no class tonight. I have decided two lessons today and 1 tomorrow. that will give the instructor some time to go through them because I will be going to Cleveland the rest of the week and decided no school work on the weekends unless I did not get to something during the week and it is due. I do not want to burn myself out. I am going to get back into going to Zumba, yes even at the Y. Maybe. Still trying to push myself into that. 

That is where my anxiety is the most and I need to push myself to go. Forcing myself to Walmart to be around people just angers me. Especially after yesterday. So, still working on that, but really once it warms up I will just be walking a lot, so not too worried about it. I have learned that everyone I meet is not a friend. Just someone along my path to help guide me or be there for this journey of learning that I put myself on. I am okay with that. 

Well it is 7:30. I am going to get ready for work and see if I can find that lid one last time.

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