Monday

 Back to the cold it seems for the week, possible snow. We will see. At least I can wear sweaters and my boots again. 

After a long day of cooking ribs and shit - my husband didn't last through the first fucking quarter of the game. Just goes to show, he is over the Superbowl as much as I am. I tried to make it fun, but fuck it. The NFL is rigged and I do not think my hype will ever be as good as when the Eagles went and won. So, another chapter that should close instead of trying to keep open. 

Concerts though. That may not be closed. Just need maybe be the old arena only people or make sure I have a seat people. That is okay, just more expensive. One of the shows hubby wanted to go to and would not stfu about - well it was going to be expensive. I got an email for buy one get one free tickets and so I got those and they were cheap, the seats are cheap, but we have seats and parking so it's a win to see a good show. Plus he backed down from one I did not want to go to. It was inside yes, and seats, but they were expensive for who we would be seeing. Sorry not sorry. 

So, this week not extremely busy and turns out next week the kiddo is off of school so trying to rearrange for our trip will be less stressful. Gotta get through this week and then a 3 day weekend. From work at least. I decided to rearrange things for the importance of getting into this program and such. So, today will be a regular day. Work, then the zoom class. Might look at the material once I am bored at work. Tomorrow, I will be leaving early to go to the school early. It just must be done and I gotta get rid of the guilt of leaving work early to handle my future. 

This one lady kept bugging me about Zumba - not the instructor, but just a lady - finally told her probably not because I have other things going on. Then shortly after the instructor "checked in" I didn't even respond. 

With my downtime yesterday I did some of my self care of a reading, rearranged my alter area and then I did a Zumba work-out on YouTube and some dumbbell workouts. It was nice. Only semi sore. I of course though could not get up this morning to be at the Y at 6am, so perhaps another time. I will try to get some dumbbells in today. It will be chilly, but decent so maybe a work walk. I will need to get something brief in especially if today ends up being a busy day at work. But I am going to try to do something little every day at least. 

Yeah all that work on ribs yesterday and no one even ate them so yep - tonight's dinner instead of the roast. At least I do not have to rearrange for my kiddos practice anymore - but as for tomorrow - that is what I will be doing. "Last practice" I will have to check and make sure I can show up then though - pretty sure it will be okay. 

Well it is time to poo and get this kid to school. Until later.

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