It's a Small World After all

Celebrating? Why not? I am in love. Happy. Healthy. So fuck it. Plus a good movie came out today and I am taking my husband to go see it. Yesterday was a very long day. I worked with absolutely nothing to do all fucking day. Which was very nice because I had time to use my dumbbells every day - almost. I wrote a love letter to my hubby and made a playlist of 146 songs. Chosen just to show him how much I love him. I am romantic AF. 

Then I went to the school. Did my "written" typed - essay which just needed the right amount of words - I do not think the words I wrote were graded. But immediately passed. Go me. So I am not in the program and can start doing the work. I did have to take some career driven assessments to find my "true calling" Turns out - social work is for me and maybe one day I will become a novelist. Journaling regularly has pointed out that I do love writing. So, yeah anyways now I can do this program and hopefully pass this shit soon to start my college journey. Again. We will see. My paths are definitely on track. Even if I am not creating foundations for friendship, definitely some strong connections. 

Speaking of. I found this random hair place - that I thought was new, but apparently has been there 7 years. I guess I do not explore the "other" side of my city, but it is what it is. I am working on it. Mayor might still be in store for me after all. Ha jk. Anyways, so yep at 7pm - exhausted from a long day - I went to my appointment and it was nice. More time than I probably wanted to be there for sure, but it felt right. I did not do any color, but she was very upfront, nice and honest about the damage and not wanting to cause anymore. Her assistant gave me a treatment and the best head massage I have ever felt. She got $ just on that because she did not charge extra. Still blown away by that. After all the waiting and conditioning - finally to the master hairstylist and my cut. Phone almost died before I got my vision board out. Yes. I am that person because I am bad at explaining. I do not know what shit is called and exactly how to get my vision out in words when it comes to my hair. But she got it. Looks great. Might not go bold for color, but will do so with her eventually. Going back in 3 weeks for another treatment. I can't wait. Of course though the small world part comes in - turns out she used to run the hair salon in a tattoo shop that I tried getting into so many times. Never could even though I never put much effort into it. Being her last appointment yesterday and not feeling one bit rushed out of the door was probably my favorite of the whole experience. Just kidding that massage was. Then that. Also, of course she went to school with Charlie. At least they did not date and there was no bad blood like the whole ex boss bullshit. After thought about asking her is she knew my old boss, but maybe next time. We have a ton of people in common. Glad I found a place that seems to be a good fit. 

Came home to a dozen roses last night also. My boys are good. Hopefully I do not fall asleep at the movies tonight instead of my hubby. I could not sleep for shit. Talked with hubby until 10 and then of course fucking scrolled like a loser until after 11. Sleep just wasn't happening. Maybe I will figure out how to nap at work. Feeling pretty guilty about not taking my kiddo along with us to the movie, but he did not want to go and sometimes for fuck sake the day can be about my husband and I. Right? I offered to even let him and his lil friend go see a different movie. He declined. So. Like me he likes his "me time" so he should be okay for a few hours. Especially after not being home most of the evening last night because we forced him to go find some new pants for bowling. When your parents need to button and unbutton because they are to tight, it is time. It was like pulling teeth man. Thankful that hubby took him while I was doing my shit. 

My outfit for today is picked out, but I am waiting for last minute to et ready. 9am work start is just fine. Who knows who will even be in office today. My work bestie had to leave early, but I think she only showed up to give me my birthday gift. Honestly the first time a coworker - other than the one I knew since middle school - anyways first time someone picked out something that was actually in my interest category. A candle with my star zodiac from the day I was born. Yep - so very thoughtful. I am glad I have until July to figure hers out. 

My hair is a little messed from sleep, but should work out. I got one pic in of it looking good at least. 

So for today - I am thankful for the loves in my life. My boys as usual. My coworkers who seem to like me for the most part and for the new connections I am making. I am shedding my past and I can feel it. Thank you universe. 

Today's goals. Stay awake because I am tired as fuck. Enjoy the evening with my hubby and to get a decent bedtime in. That is all. 

Love is in the air <3