I was romantic

 Yep, I pulled off the perfect romantic date night with hubby. The Bob Marley movie was good, but I felt like it could of had more context. Definitely enjoyable though with a lot of music. Then we grabbed a milkshake & went home. Bed by like 9 which was nice because I needed rest. We even got in a quickie, which was really nice. He liked my "mixed tape" playlist. All in all a good day. My coworkers even the bitchy ass one - liked my stress heart ball and of course chocolate for all. 

Hoping today is a little bit busier than the last few days, but decided to read some guidelines and see about getting this program started. She needs to put in some work, I thought I did all of the assessments, but I missed some things as the arrows did not show on their tiny lap top. Make sure I use mine for the most part. Hoping that it is true and I can use my work lap top for work. I was told I can when I have down time which is most of my fucking day. I am okay with that. 

It is fucking cold again like winter below 20 degrees cold so no idea what to wear to keep warm in the office today. I showered so my hair will be wet. Probably not the best idea, but needed to shower off the sex and I do not have a hair dryer. Meh. 

I ended to going on an impulse and signing up for Zumba. When I pay for it, it makes me go. The at home motivation is not there. It is when I have time to myself, but that happens almost never so. Still not in the mood to go to the Y. 

I had such a hard time going to the movies yesterday. KC had a mass shooting after their victory parade. 3 people in custody. Why? Is the question, but an answer we will not hear about. 

Just a lot of shit flooding my mind - due to Pluto going into Aquarius or just my mind doing it's usual thing. Not exactly sure why Dan keeps popping into my head. Sometimes in more detail than I want to deal with. I barely knew the guy. But one of the things that keeps going is the gurney with the body and the bag with I assume was the gun. Not sure why it keeps going on. Wish it would stop though. 

But yeah - back to Zumba next week. I have learned that none of them bitches are my friend and I will just go, do my thing and leave. Good enough. That is who I am going for anyways. Myself. I need to get back on my shit. Yesterday - I had nothing healthy. I barely ate and when I did it was complete shit. KFC complete shit. I cannot do that to myself. I deserve better than that. 

I did do some dumbbells though - yesterday. Not every hour, but I did 20 of the ones I know off the top of my head. I will do better today. Fucking scrolling. If I can stop that all together, I will be back on track. I was really hoping the weather was breaking for Spring so I can get my walks back in, but probably a few more weeks. 

Tonight we have nothing going on for the first time this week, so some housework is in order. Also, me and hubby decided that we need a new puzzle. Perhaps not a 1000 piece hard one to start our puzzling journey. Ha. It is a hobby I liked doing with him, but I do not like the fucking table in the living room taking up space. So, I will be putting that away tonight and we will need to rearrange a little to open some space back up in the living room. 

I really would like some early sleep tonight. Maybe I will take some medicine just so I can pass the fuck out and get a good long rest. 

I better go find something warm to wear and get this kid out of the shower. 

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