Frozen Friday

 Well winter is back and all of my motivation is gone. Even though I haven't really hibernated this winter, I am thinking this weekend might be a good time to do just that. Being cold all day long as the office really takes it out of me. Then last night we went out - to eat - again. UGH. We are not doing a good job at this shit. We are not supposed to be eating out or buying concert tickets and yet. Today, I will be doing just that. YOLO right? Hate how that justifies that, but also we did put more money away this time than usual, but mostly because we will need to pay taxes this year instead of get any back. The middle class really does get fucked. Not even going to get into that depression speech. 

Work was finally sent to me so, this weekend will be nice to work on that and Sunday I will have some time to myself as the boys will be going to play pickleball. Good, I think the boys need a break from bowling. 

Today at work, I plan on staying cozy and yep doing some more dumbbells. Haven't done every hour, but 20 reps per exercise so it is something. 

My baby kitty Muffin isn't feeling well. I almost want to use that as an excuse to work from home, but I think I will stick it out today and go grab the kiddo from school - the plan yesterday that I decided not to do. I got anxious about asking to leave. Today, if I am bored with nothing to do - I do not think I will be because I am ready to check out for the week. 

Today, I just feel like relaxing. this weather really has me in a mood. The kiddo will be going to his friends though so I will have some sexy time with hubby lol maybe. We will probably have dinner and crash after this long ass week.

Wondering if I should bring this to work to do my school work or do it on the work lap top. I might bring this just to see if I can connect to the internet there. Or wait until I am home for the day to relax and focus on school work. Dilemma. With my luck I would start work then get busy and then lose my progress or something. I have a little time to think about what to do about that. I did order a notebook and stuff for school. So, maybe I will wait until that comes to get set up for that properly. Yeah. That way I can see how this program is going to work and what not. I do not want it to be a distraction at work, but want to get through it quickly so I can start my other courses. 6 weeks. 

Well it is time to force the kid out of the shower after 40 mins. Good grief. 

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