Calm before the road trip

 I think I have everything packed. Minus the phone charger and maybe a few more clothes. It is hard to pack when you haven't decided how long you will be gone for. Than again anything more than a couple days and I will be panicked about the kitties. I finally broke it down to the kiddo with math. 86 times 3 for a few hours of fun or maybe another day in Cleveland doing a few fun things. He went for it. Either way I hope we can have fun without him and Charlie butting heads too much. I know he probably gets upset that Cj won't be there, but one - he didn't ask him to come. It would of been nice. And two - the reason why he didn't ask is because he probably wouldn't of come. 

I was thinking about this the other night. Kind of like my situation with Jasmine. He knows the deal and is old enough to make his own choices. Unfortunately, those choices are to not be apart of his 2nd family and it is what it is. No more tip toeing. On a good note, if my son calls him at 1 am for money - welp - he will be there. 

I really should of taken today off too. 3 hours is pointless and I am most likely to forget something. Charlie packed his bag and fell asleep last night before I even had a chance to sit down with him after Zumba. That was nice. Caught up with the couple ladies I like there, but the energy was way off. I didn't let it affect me though. I had a good time. Not even that sore. My knee did almost give out in a painful way though. So, I am a little worried about that. Well I will miss Friday and then I will try and go Sunday. I really need to get back on my shit. The school work for now is not going to get in the way too much. Plus if I work out every day other than the zoom and in-person nights, I should be in good shape. I might take off the zoom classes so I can do the boxing, or at least try it at the Y. Goal fit me, mom, wife needs to happen this year. Yes, I had pizza after Zumba. I only had one slice though and was fine. 

A few more minutes before I need to finish getting ready for work, wake the kiddo up, do some last checking of the packing, pack up and go. 

Once we get into Cleveland and checked in, the boys will be going to the game. I am not sure what I will do, but working out or swimming seem to be a good choice. If I can manage to go alone. I will most likely stay in the room and read. I do need to get some reading done. I want to move onto another book. Goal read more - actually more than half way through a book and plan to finish it. 

Welp it is time. I think I will bring a notebook for some journaling.

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