5 more days

 Until my birthday, in quarantine until at least tomorrow - I am giving it up on Monday for the need of normalcy. Up early after passing out around 9 last night. Kid woke me up at 230 am and I have the right mind to wake his ass up now. But - then that starts dealing with him all day and I do not have the energy for that. Hubby is out the door already with a return of who knows. Cool. Getting used to this and I said as much after he said I was skinnier the other day when I was trying to be sexy this morning so yeah. Tell me when I am supposed to feel better about shit? 

Should probably go back to sleep and start over I suppose. 

Today's agenda. Some Yoga, gaming, reading, maybe a nap - putting clothes away and that's about it for the dungeon. 

I am proud of myself for waking up earlier than my husband and remembering that it is not my responsibility to worry about him being late for his kid's match - so I went back to bed. I did feel guilty an hour later and woke him up. 

Going to see how much of the day I can go through without any medicine. I am also not going to push it with my body aches as my period is coming and well that is probably half of it. 

The sun will be out again today though so another walk might be needed. 

Trying to think of my meals today, but think I will do pretty good. Thinking green smoothie, slice of french toast, banana, with yogurt and honey. Making chili for dinner - and maybe some ice cream I made. Definitely some tea at some point, but going to work on my water intake. I did better yesterday. 

Going to move every hour. This in bed shit is enough.

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