SNOW Day, for everyone but us

 Surrounding areas including where Charlie is working today have advisories or bans. Snow is coming down 2 to 4 inches per hour and apparently all of Lockport City School district teachers live here in Lockport as they are the only school district NOT closed. So, debating on whether or not to send my kiddo to school. Yeah yeah we all toughed it out when we were young. Also, those were the worst days of my life that started my bad habit of not even walking in this shit and skipping so. One time I didn't want to go so bad that I stayed in our scary basement all day and snuck into the neighbors (duplex) apt to get some food because I knew they weren't home. Mind you I just hated going because well I hated myself and my life. But back to the day at hand. Wednesday. 

Today I have a lot to do in office, but can probably do my afternoon from home after picking up the kiddo. So, he really won't have anything to complain about getting a ride to and from school. Now the amount of subs or whatever they plan on doing when teachers do not show up is another question and his behavior might suffer as either way. He is going. 

Didn't sleep the best and could not go back to sleep after 5. Lounged around and decided to get up and at least typy typy to start my day.  Not exactly sure, but think I have a slight head cold or something. 20 more minutes until I have to wake up a very angry child. Perhaps they will get a different snow day or some shit. I took off tomorrow for this test, but weather pending wondering if they will even be open. That may be the day for the snow day I suppose. After this weather comes in and does the damage or whatever. 

It'll be fine. Another day in WNY. Thought I had a lot to say this morning, but guess I worked it out before hoping on. Wondering who is going to show up today. The sub zero temps make me just wanna wear some comfy ass clothes to cuddle in my electric blanket in. 

My day off still hasn't been approved or responded to by my boss. Oh well, I will not be there tomorrow. I have decided even if the test gets canceled that I will take a day to myself. 

Also, debating on doing a work from home day once a week, but trying to decide what day that could be. Might ask my back up if she will be doing such a thing. 

I do think though that the longer I am at this place the more bitter I am about going in, even though it is pretty much an option to work from home when needed. I just can't do most of my work from home so it is pointless to do that every day. Hoping for no more projects after I complete this one at least for a little bit. I thought I was almost done yesterday and the last few are just - a lot. 

Well 6 mins til I wake up the tiny angry boy and get ready for the day myself. I really need to invest into a humidifier for my office too. 

Today's goals - get through the day not feeling 100% and staying warm in the office. Then coming home and working out before making dinner. In fact I should work on that board now. 

Make today a good day. 

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