Scorpio

 It seems following my Moon cycles will ask me to dig into another sign that is apart of me. Turns out, it is Scorpio. My most "hated" sign. Which now makes complete sense. Following this moon guide will hopefully help me dig into my spirituality in a way that I have been trying to for a little bit. While helping me stay with my health and fitness goals and my career goals. Seems like this Moonology book will help me do just that. 

My first bit of letting go for the upcoming new Moon will be to let go of 2023. I keep getting glimpses of how hard it was, and it surfaces with memories. So, to prepare. I need to let go of 2023 and all of the hardships as the major one is making me scared to settle into this new path and job I have. I am afraid to get comfortable because well last time I did, I had my whole world pulled from underneath me. And even though I know this is the path I want to be on, I am unsure if this is the correct path. Letting go of my fears of starting over in this whole new world though will help me find the correct path. Was even scared to write it down. I can type it just fine, but saying it out loud and writing it down - scared me. Or deep down maybe that is not what I want? Either way first thing's first. Get my damn GED so no one can stop me from getting the degree I want. My past is gone, I need to let it go. 

I feel this rebirth of myself deep. I am a new person. I am on a good, better true path. I can feel it. I am touching apart of myself that I have out away or hidden. I release her. 

I am to embrace what this new job is giving me and follow this path as scary and uncomfortable as it may be. Yesterday, I hid. I need to not do that anymore no matter how I feel. Just be comfortable in the uncomfortable. I think that will be my new motto for the year. As I think I have already said that. Time to do. 

My goals are simple, achievable and worthy. 

I am grateful to my mind and body for getting me this far. I am thankful for this opportunity and will take advantage of all the universe is teaching me. 

I will accept this rebirth of myself and let go of the old shell that I was. I embrace the new me. I love the new me.  

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