One day at a time

 Yep - back on that shit. My body is sore so from the amount of moving yesterday even though home all day did something? Maybe - this weather isn't helping, fucking cold and damp shit. Winters like this are getting annoying. Thank you global warming. 

My kiddo has a small fever, sore throat, cough and now a sore body. I hope he doesn't have covid. In which - not why my body is actually sore. I made yesterday a day of rest with only grocery shopping and marinading tonight's food. 

Trying to figure shit out for a good life is exhausting every day. 

Grateful to be alive, have a roof over my head, groceries, my healthy kitties, and even though not a total day to myself - another day that I do not have to do a bunch of shit. Fuck it. I am doing my very best. 

Another rainy shit day so no birdies will be around to find my newly moved feeder - squirrels would not leave it the fuck alone yesterday. Though when these are your only worries, I am thankful for that too. 

Of course PLAN MY WEEK !!! comes up on the phone at 8am sharp - it is 9:45 and really the only thing I have planned other than some laundry today is my classes Monday & Tuesday - work - Maybe Zumba Wednesday ? Still debating that - meh either way the only thing on my mind is that everything takes so much time and sometimes - we just do not have time. So, why am I always stressed out about what needs to be done. This is always the time of the year when I usually say fuck it to house goals and plan a bunch of trips, but we were able to put money away for the trip in February and into the house savings. So go us! 

I will admit I was a bit bored yesterday, but it was a nice day. I will be tearing out everything in my fridge to give it a deep clean though. Making game day foods for playoffs later and so my actually gaming will occur then. I am not going to Zumba today so I will need to do something here. I think while hubby is at bowling watching CJ - I will do something on the tv. Kiddo went back to bed and hope he stays there and gets rest today. Either way that is the plan or he can kiss my butt about staying home from school tomorrow. Hope he feels better soon though, he is exactly like me when sick and completely miserable. 

So today - I need to do some laundry for clothes this week. Clean fridge. Make oats and meal prep. Get a video in - then watch football and eat good food - steak fajita quesadillas for today. No, idea what we are making for the week, but we will need to sit down and figure it out later. Grocery shopping for that on Tuesday. We budgeted $100 for yesterdays needs and it ended up being 1fucking 80. Shit is ridiculous. Then my father in law posts something about first home buyers help and you have to be under a certain income and we are over it by only a few grand. Always the case. I do get the money we need though so I am thankful for that. Just want a house so bad. Glad that is the main thing on my mind this year. Now getting my fucking husband on board. Wish me fucking luck. NOT that I am not thankful, but the amount of money he spent and how for my bday has me so annoyed because I still want to do the things I want to do and make sure we have money for it. He just borrows it and it is annoying. Hate that. Just let me do what I want. Anyways, should be a fun bday weekend though because I am going to go to a psychic fair. We are going to a concert and probably out to dinner some place - different than our fave place because I am sick of it a little bit, but I do need to figure out where I want to go. The only downside is that I will most likely have my period. So, maybe just cake. Ha. 

Anyways - probably time to get some things done so I can have the rest of the day. Plus I want to make hubby help me do this fridge so gotta do it before he has to leave.