A day to myself

 Other than the hunger shakes, cramps, tiredness - this is probably what I needed. Some time to myself with no one around. 

No Zumba today, but am I failing? No, my goals are set. I needed to rest. My body aches and just wants to rest and reset. So, it was about time to give in. Even Charlie said do so this morning. Going to Zumba while in pain, blood gushing out of me, yes gushing, while basically wearing a diaper that you can hear every time I move - yeah it was a good day to have a good day to myself. 

So, today - I slept until 10 - thinking about sleeping more, but also want to be able to sleep tonight. Watched a new episode of my show. Took a long shower trying to fight of some random anxiety - okay probably from not doing anything today - and having a yummy frozen pineapple, banana, vanilla protein smoothie. 

Now what? Well considering today is the day I should plan out my week. I did set out the menu - need to put it on the board, but once I do that I will feel obliged to do the dishes. There aren't many so might do that. Then throw in some laundry - I do not want to do that. 

I am going to try something different with my tarot this week and pull one daily card to focus on. 

Tomorrow I am going to set up my GED appointment and really dig into researching places to take both. I think there are places out there to get that and go for the degree. Not just a certificate. A whole degree. 

I will be prepared to also have a busy ass Monday as I left a bunch of shit to do, but anyways not jumping into Monday. 

TODAY - today I am going to try and figure out how to stretch my very hurting hips without leakinng blood down my leg. 

Thinking about affirmations for the day, week, month, year: thinking my manifestations are here, I just need to keep them going and stay disciplined to keep everything aligned. 

Wisdom to multiply. 

Okay after a brief scrolling bullshit on Facebook - even though I am getting way better at not looking at it all day. Grabbed my tarot journals and I am ready to do a my weekly reading with my one card for today. I shall return in few with those results. 

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